staying behind...oh neato

So I'm sitting here doing laudnry...playing around with my wireless stuff, waiting for my friend to call (it's his birthday) and I get a call...thinking it's him I quickly answer...

But no...it's the neilson ratings...I'm gonna be a official tv watcher in a few weeks...So that'll be interesting, I suppose

I'm also not going camping yet...Jen has already probably taken off to the campsites and probably alreayd out there. I would've liked to be there, but things do happen...and family is important.

Recently I've felt quite a bit closer to my family then I have in years. Maybe it's because I feel like I don't have to hide parts of my life anymore...or maybe because I'm just in a better mood or something. I don't know. But I think it has been good.

It's really to bad that this all has to come about by the bad event of the week...but I think it was happening before too.