Journal

gah

So it's been good so far...but today...I've been in this sort of general paranoia and anxiety that's just been silly.

I used Shannon's body wash this morning, since we ran out (along with a new face wash, cause I've had a dry spot between my eyebrows), and I just could not get over the fact that I thought the bathroom was on fire. No extra signs, but even after I figured out that it was the two scents mixing together in my nose. It's just crazy.

And it's getting worse too.

I'm not worried about getting married, it's all the other crap that may be coming together, the photographer, and music and PA and this and that and the other thing, it's just crazy.

Anyways, more work to do, and scotch seems to be helping a little.