So in talking with my boss about the outburst that happened yesterday, I realized that with my general stress level goes with my emotion display. So if I'm at high stress, things like anger and etc show a lot quicker then they normally would.

So a cobination of spending a bunch of money that neither of us have on the wedding, combined with the Benifits coming due (and basically getting beatup all at once about the way some stuff displays even though it's been pretty much done for a month).

A lot of the things they want aren't actually really unreasonable, but between the repitition and the people not understanding what I said and not giving me a chance to explain...

On the other side of life, I feel like I have to be the stable one for Shannon's benifit so when she gets stressed I'm there to support her. I guess I feel like I'm not allowed to freak out...I dunno.

ugh.